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Half-past ten
Eowyns guest quarters
A moment! Eowyn ran to the doorhastily tying
the laces of her elven gownand threw it open. Oh
The smile slipped from her face.
You were expecting Lord Legolas, said Fingolfin,
gently.
Iyes, I was hoping
I am sorry. But I think, my lady, that when you hear what
I am about to say, you will understand why it is not Legolasand
you may be relieved. Might I come in?
Relieved? I do not underahyes, of course,
come inplease. Eowyn stepped aside.
Fingolfin wasted no time in getting to the point. What
I am about to tell you, my lady, will probably sound
he searched for the right word, fanciful. But I do
believe it can be tested
Might we sit down? Explaining this
may take a while. He waited until they were both seated,
before continuing. Human society has always been of great
interest to me. I have read, questioned, collected
I know, my lord, said Eowyn, with a faint smile.
Yes, of course. Fingolfin returned her smile. Well,
since coming to live in Eryn Carantaur, I have made a particular
study of the lore of this region, and the humans here have a peculiar
set of beliefs
You mentioned waking up beside The Aelvorn?
Yes
And you were wet?
Yes.
Do you remember falling into the water?
No
Do you remember how you came to be beside The Aelvorn?
No.
Then let us try something that may jog your memory.
Fingolfin leaned back, settling himself more comfortably. Do
you remember waking this morning?
Waking? Why
? Eowyn blushed, suddenly
remembering exactly how Legolas had awoken her. Yes,
my lord.
Fingolfin cleared his throat, delicately. Do you remember
eating breakfast?
Yes
She smiled. It is working!
Good. What happened next? What did you do after breakfast?
Legolas had some papers to deal with, she said, slowly,
from his father, so I went to see Lady Lessienyes,
I wanted to ask her something about the Harvest Rite
Then you know Lady Lessien?
Of course.
Go on. What happened after that?
There was a meeting of the Inner Councilwe discussed
problems with the building works. Then Master Amdír arrived
andoh gods! She described what the craftsman-builders
had found in Eryn Laeg, and how Legolas had sent Haldir to investigate.
Who is Haldir?
Haldir? Our March Warden.
I knew a HaldirHaldir of Lorienbefore the Ring
War.
That is he.
The Haldir I knew died in battle, said Fingolfin,
softly, defending your country from Sarumans armies.
Died? No! I saved him! said Eowyn. I
nursed him.
I see, said Fingolfin. That is interesting
What is happening, my lord? You say that Haldir
is dead. I know that he is not. Legolas says that Angaráto
is still alive. I know that he took his own life. And Alatáriëlhow
can Alatáriël possibly
Haldir is not dead, replied Fingolfin, and
nor is Alatáriël Lord Legolas betrothed.
But you just said
I will explain in a moment, my lady. But, first, can you
remember what happened later in the day?
Eowyn frowned. We had lunch in our garden. And then
Then
She closed her eyes tightly, trying to summon
up her memories. I went to The Aelvorn with Berryn! Yes!
He said
She turned to Fingolfin. He told me
about a great crack in Middle Earthhe showed me where it
lay. Then he went to pack his equipment. And I woke up alone.
The local edain, said Fingolfin, believe that
there are two Middle Earths. And they believe that a being
may pass between them, through certain clefts
The crack?
Yes, perhapscertainly, the locals believe that The
Aelvorn is one such cleft. And, interestingly, the Divor Rocks,
close to Eryn Laeg, are said to conceal another.
My lord, said Eowyn, suddenly realising the implications,
are you saying that this is not my Middle Earth?
Fingolfin nodded.
Then he is not my Legolas! She leapt to her feet.
My Legolas still loves me! My Legolasoh, dear gods,
he will be frantic! I must get back to him.
I know, said Fingolfin.
Are you sure that what you have just told me is true?
As sure as I can be.
Eowyn began to pace. You said it could be tested?
Indeed. When the messenger returns from Prince Faramir
with news that his Princess Eowyn is not missing
We will know for certain. Yes. But that could be fourfive
days. Must I wait that long?
You intend to re-enter The Aelvorn?
I have to.
You are a brave adaneth, said Fingolfin. I
shall be honest with you, my lady. There is no certainty that
simply by entering the water you will be transported back to your
own worldindeed, no certainty at all that you will not be
drowned. And I would not be doing my duty asI hopeyour
friend if I did not strongly recommend that you wait until we
at least have some confirmation that our theory has a basis in
fact.
Half past eleven
Legolas could not rest. His mind was too full of questions andshamefullyof
images of Princess Eowyn running towards him, arms outstretched.
Naked.
Taking great care not to disturb Alatáriël, he slid
out of bed, walked silently to the window and, pulling aside the
muslin curtain, sat down on the window sill, leaning against the
carved wooden frame.
Why? he asked. Whywhen everythingthe colony,
my future with Alatáriël seemed so settledwhy
did you send her? Princess Eowyn! Bright and brave and beautiful
andhe cursedimmortal Eowyn.
Why did you make an adaneth immortal?
And what was that, he added, that she was saying about last
years Harvest Rite? And Angaráto?
He leaned out of the window and breathed deeply, savouring the
scented air, thankful for its cool caress on his forehead. But
the click of a door latch quickly undermined his attempts to calm
himself.
He opened his eyes and watched a slender figure leave the guest
house opposite. Of course, he grumbled, who
else would it be? And where is she going at this time of
night?
He pulled on his boots and, with a final guilty glance at the
sleeping Alatáriël, hurried from his chambers.
There was no sign of Eowyn on the walkway. He leaned over the
wallThere she is, crossing the clearing. Heading for
the stables. Naturally. He ran to the spiral stair and took
the steps two at a time, reaching the bottom just as the woman
thundered past on what looked like one of Lord Caranthirs
mares.
At least she has not taken Angarátos horse
Legolas, despite his superior senses, had never been a skilled
tracker like Aragorn. If she gets too far ahead, I will not
find her, he thought. He ran to the paddock, summoned Arod,
and set off in hot pursuit.
She was waiting for him at the citys edge, where the main
east-west thoroughfare shrank to a narrow forest trail. My
Legolas, she said, would never have made such a din.
Where are you going?
The Aelvorn.
What? Why?
Because I want to, she said. Are you coming?
That place is not safe
Are you coming?
The elf sighed. Someone must make sure nothing happens
to you. She gave him a withering look. What did you
mean, your Legolas?
But she had already spurred her horse and set off down the trail.
21st day of Cerveth
Half past one in the morning
It took almost two hours to reach the strange dark lake and the
woman remained stubbornly silent throughout the journey. Legolas
bided his time until they were seated, side-by-side, on the grassy
verge, overlooking the still, black water. It is strange,
he said, that the sky is full of stars, and yet not a single
point of light is reflected in the lake
Eowyn nodded. It is no ordinary lake.
Explain what you meant, Eowyn, when you spoke of your
Legolas.
You will not believe me.
The elf laughed. After finding you naked in my bedchamber
tonight, I think I can believe almost anything.
Very well. She repeated what Lord Fingolfin had told
her. My Legolas is at the other side of that water.
And so you were planning to do whatthrow yourself
in? He caught her arm.
No! She shook off his hand. Not now! Not yet!
But
She sighed. I just wanted to be near him.
You love him very much.
Of course I do She frowned. You sound
as though you believe it.
He shrugged. I believe that you believe it
And I
am certainly not your Legolas. Not nowor not yet,
at any rate
You never will be, said Eowyn, vehemently.
He smiled. Are he and I really so different?
Completely.
Tell me about him. Where did you first meet?
At Edoras
She described her early impressions
of the elfLord Aragorns right hand,and
their brief conversationsI did not realise, even then,
that he loved me. She told him how Legolas had watched over
her in the House of Healing but had stood aside because she seemed
to be in love with Faramir. She described how he had become a
regular visitor to Caras Arnen and how she had felt when she realised
that she had fallen in love with him. She explained how Faramir
had sent her to attend the Harvest Rite, not telling her what
it entailed, how Legolas had chosen her, and how they had travelled
to Caras Arnen and, together with Faramir, obtained Aragorns
decree of annulment and his permission to marry. Then, smiling,
she repeated the vows that they had made before Eärendil.
But what of my double, she asked. Do
you know her?
We areacquainted.
But you are not in love with her?
No. I
He sighed. But, recently, I have
dreamed about her. About sharing her bed. He cleared his
throat. I am sorry.
No. Nodo not apologise. We need to discuss thisto
understand what is happening to you. When did your dreams start?
Legolas leaned back on the grass, gazing up at the stars. The
day that Lady Lessien and I started preparing for the Harvest
Rite. I hadI suppose you might call it a visionin
which I chose her instead of Alatáriël. And
then, that night, I started dreaming.
Had you ever dreamed before?
No. Does he?
Sometimes. About our future.
What does he see?
He foresaw my immortality
He has foreseen our child.
Do you think
What?
You say it is not you. Do you think the Valar intend me
to be with her?
Do you love Alatáriël? And do not say, She
is my betrothed.
Legolas did not reply.
Eowyn continued, I askedgods, it was only this morning,
yet it seems so long ago!I asked Lady Lessien whether it
were possible, when he performed the Harvest Rite this year, that
the Valar would give Legolas someone else.
What did she say?
She said that she believed the visionwhatever it
isto be an expression of the celebrants own heart.
If she is right, and you do love Alatáriël, you will
choose her no matter what. If you do not love her
That would only work if sheyour doublewere
to attend the ceremony. And she will not.
Eowyn smiled. How do you know? I was not invited.
I love Alatáriël.
Well. Now we know.
Eowyntell me again what you said about her father.
Eowyn turned onto her side and looked down at him. In my
Middle Earth, she said, gently, Alatáriël
was obsessed with Legolas. She attempted to seduce him on a number
of occasions. And her father doted on herI am not saying
that to excuse what he didbut he managed to bribe the Mistress
of the Ceremony. She described how a serving elf had given
her something to drink, just before the Rite began. We
believe that it was a potion meant for Alatáriël.
And when things went wrong
She suddenly fell silent.
But Legolas persisted. What? What are you not telling me,
Eowyn? What happened to Angaráto? You said that that he
was dead. And you said something about Alatáriëls
not speaking
Legolas
Tell me!
Eowyn sighed. Angaráto killed the Mistress of the
Ceremony. He was tried and convicted and took his own life. And
now Alatáriël is cared for in the House of Healing
She has lost her mind.
Eowyn nodded.
Nadithen vaurui, he whispered.
Yes, agreed Eowyn, softly. Then she added, gently,
But do not forget, Legolas, that what I have described took
place in my world. And, there, many things are differentHaldir
is alive, and GimliGimli is your best friend.
Gimli!
Eowyn grinned. To see the two of youmy Legolas and
himplaying together
Playing! You are sure that this elf of yours is sane?
Absolutely. He chose me.
Legolas inclined his head, courteously, I take your point.
He glanced towards the horses. Shall we go back to the city,
Eowyn?
You can if you wish. I want to stay hereat least
until dawn.
Then I shall stay too. But
He whistled for
Arod. Since you are human, you might need this. He
pulled a blanket from his travelling pack.
Thank you, said Eowyn, wrapping it around her shoulders.
Perhaps you are not so different from my Legolas, after
all.
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